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Dedicated to the one who still sings the song in my heart.
I hate the way the sound of your voice still echoes in my thoughts, my mind pleading to recall the gentle tone.
I hate the way you promised me so much, gave me true happiness, but in the end abandoned me like all the rest.
I hate the way I still think longingly of your gentle eyes, desperate to gaze into them once again, to hold you in my arms.
I hate the way I adore your smile, still etched into my memories, desperate, fleeting thoughts of you, turning me into a ghost of my former self.
I hate the way I long to touch your hair, and feel it's delicate softness upon my fingertips as I lovingly hold you close.
I hate how you're so damned beautiful to me, how you've destroyed the memory of what love was for me, yet made me feel so strongly for you at the same time.
I hate how I can't forget you, how the thought of your embrace is nothing but a painful daydream, something I can never reach.
I hate how I'm not good enough for you to love me, how you've turned me into nothing but broken, tattered wings and lost hope.
I hate how looking at photos of you still makes my heart beat so much faster, every single heartbeat calling out your name in sorrow.
I hate how you've fucked me up so bad that I can no longer think straight, and how much you've made it hurt to be alive.
I hate how you still haunt my dreams and thoughts, your presence hanging around me and destroying any new blossom of happiness or hope.
I hate how desperately I need you, and how pathetic you've made me, how I long for your love, how you're the center of my sad little world.
I hate how you're my life, my air, my heartbeat, the only reason I still go on in this world, yet at the same time you're the reason I want it to end.
I hate how you've kept me in this fever dream, thinking truly I've found the one, and that I'm still convinced deep down that I have.
I hate how I can't stop falling in love with you, my one and only, my everything, the person who ruined my life. I hate you, but I love you, with all the little pieces of my broken heart.
~ From your puppet on a string, your ever loving unwanted pet.
I hate the way the sound of your voice still echoes in my thoughts, my mind pleading to recall the gentle tone.
I hate the way you promised me so much, gave me true happiness, but in the end abandoned me like all the rest.
I hate the way I still think longingly of your gentle eyes, desperate to gaze into them once again, to hold you in my arms.
I hate the way I adore your smile, still etched into my memories, desperate, fleeting thoughts of you, turning me into a ghost of my former self.
I hate the way I long to touch your hair, and feel it's delicate softness upon my fingertips as I lovingly hold you close.
I hate how you're so damned beautiful to me, how you've destroyed the memory of what love was for me, yet made me feel so strongly for you at the same time.
I hate how I can't forget you, how the thought of your embrace is nothing but a painful daydream, something I can never reach.
I hate how I'm not good enough for you to love me, how you've turned me into nothing but broken, tattered wings and lost hope.
I hate how looking at photos of you still makes my heart beat so much faster, every single heartbeat calling out your name in sorrow.
I hate how you've fucked me up so bad that I can no longer think straight, and how much you've made it hurt to be alive.
I hate how you still haunt my dreams and thoughts, your presence hanging around me and destroying any new blossom of happiness or hope.
I hate how desperately I need you, and how pathetic you've made me, how I long for your love, how you're the center of my sad little world.
I hate how you're my life, my air, my heartbeat, the only reason I still go on in this world, yet at the same time you're the reason I want it to end.
I hate how you've kept me in this fever dream, thinking truly I've found the one, and that I'm still convinced deep down that I have.
I hate how I can't stop falling in love with you, my one and only, my everything, the person who ruined my life. I hate you, but I love you, with all the little pieces of my broken heart.
~ From your puppet on a string, your ever loving unwanted pet.
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This is sad but beautiful. I know every feeling you were trying to convey here. A soul searing, heart wrenching, bittersweet pain. I, myself, am finally recovering from this pain after nearly a year....but it still gets to me sometimes. I hope for the best for you and I truly wish you didn't have to suffer the way I did, but I know things will get better. 